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"Home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to. ~John Ed Pearce



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I had returned to my college with exams on my mind and family at my heart. When you go away from your family for the first time in your life, you know that you are leaving everything behind- everything that made up your world until then. But you do not realize what it means. You realize it when you come home for the first time after college and then leave.


I had been home for my mid semester break around Dushehra for about 12 days, and those days were some of the most beautiful I had had in a while. It was because I knew what those days were worth. And so, when I went back to my college, I was in tatters and the immediate exams didn't help. Those days had had such an impact on me that they pretty much changed my strategy going in that semester. Uptil then, I had taken up that book-worm sort of role, attending all classes and bunking none at all. I had even attended two lectures where I was the only person present. But now, things were about to change.


Soon as the exams were over, I asked my parents to get me home for Diwali. Uptil then, I hadn't gotten any reservations or preparations made for being home in the festival because I was uncertain about the holidays I would be getting. But I no longer cared about that. I asked my father to look for reservations around the said dates and that I had to come home no matter what.


But there weren't any seats available and the waiting lists were so long I never stood a chance. We thought of Tatkal but that couldn't be trusted with something as serious as Diwali. Navigation to my way home posed a big question.


One day, I was in the college workshop when my phone vibrated. I sneaked a view at it and it was my father's call. I couldn't pick up then and so I avoided. He called again and I thought it must be something important. So I asked the teacher-in-charge's permission to go out and take a call, telling him it was my father and that it could be important. He allowed and I went out to take the call. My father told me about a single solitary bus seat still available but it was much before the date I had told him. I said it was Okay and I could manage. Then I asked what it cost and he asked me not to worry. I asked him to tell me anyway and he did. I asked him not to book it and that I would just catch a normal bus home when it comes down to it. But he knew better and told me he was gonna book it. "Besides", he said, "you have never seen normal buses in festivals". 


I was finally going coming home.




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She was the rarest of the rare and I had been lucky to have found her. In life, you dream of so many things but you never really get them. At best, you get something close and have to settle for it. But when life gives you more than you could ask for and when it gives you better than your most perfect of dreams, it becomes a living paradise. 

My idea of the perfect girl started with her being a sophisticated, smart, lively girl and ended at the idea of a beautiful partner. But she was more than all that. 

She was an intellectual beast who could not be tamed unless she herself wanted to.  She understood everything from art to music to fiction to movies to philosophy and could discuss them with you with the authority of a much more mature person.

She would get all the cultural references I would make to her and come back with an even better one. She could even know the reason for my smile before I could speak anything and would clear my doubts with something just by looking at my face. She would laugh at only the best of my jokes and so I knew what really pleases her.

She had straight-cut but difficult to see through philosophies in life. Once when we were walking past a cross-way, she saw a beggar sitting in shabby clothes with his bowl. She got so concerned for him that we crossed the road (although we didn’t need to as we were going straight) and went near him. She looked for some change in her purse but only found a ten rupee note. Her face filled with pity, she asked me for some change and I took out all my coins, one rupee, two rupee and 2 five rupee ones. She took the 2 five rupee coins, handling me her ten rupee note, and put them into his bowl.  I asked her if she had to give him ten rupees only, why had she asked me for change. She said- “So that he could hear the coins”. He was blind.

Another such day, we were going through some shops and this kid walked to us saying things like “May the two of you always be together” and “God bless your match”. Then he began asking us for some money. Taking a lesson from the other day, I was about to go for my wallet when she held that kid and started giving him a piece of her mind. She said such mean things to him like “Why can’t you work for some money. I know, you kids get all the jobs in the world but you leave them so that you can just bless couples and ask for money”. All this time, I was laughing like anything, seeing the look at that kid’s face. He never knew what hit him. Even I was puzzled at her outburst.

I asked her after she had calmed down as to why she was so compassionate towards the other beggar and so fiery towards that kid. She said that it should be quite obvious to me. That beggar didn’t have a limb and was blind. There was nothing that was keeping him going in the world except his desire to live. That kid was a mean punk who chooses to live out of other people’s pity.  She had a point and my hysterical laughter became a nervous one.

She always knew that smiles and laughter made a relationship grow and would miss no chance at that. Be it bugging me for being a vegetarian while she ate kebabs saying, “So you only eat ghaas-phoos?” or teasing me by that teacher I once admitted having a crush on. 

But the best of our laughs, if not the biggest, stemmed out of one quirky little flaw in our relationship. She was my school senior and I actually was younger to her. This used to be her best defense whenever it looked like I was getting the best of her. 

Whenever it seemed to her that I was getting too flirtatious, she would say, “Careful Okay, is that how you regard your seniors? ‘’ and we would laugh our way out of it. 

Whenever we were having a disagreement on some subject and the other person seemed to be getting a tad angry or upset, the first one would come up with a coy remark like, “Okay as you wish Senior Mam” or “Huh, okay I give up Junior” and we were all smiles again. 

There were other times when we wouldn’t get certain whims of one another and the other person would go “It’s a kid thing, you wouldn’t understand” or “It’s something you will understand when you get to my age”. And this was how every disagreement, every potential conflict and every possible clash of titans would be resolved within seconds by the 'Mam-Junior' connection.

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This is what true laughter is meant to bring about in a relationship. Laughter and love don’t go on so good unless one can solve problems for the other. We might share hysterical laughs together at some slapstick comedy or on each other’s blunders. But the best laughter moments are those that keep our love going, glowing and growing.  

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"Dude you got a hair gel! You otherwise miser!", shouted my roommate as he discovered my secret stash of self-care items. 
"I am not going there and I reckon you not too", I told him as I tried to snatch away my things. 
"I don't understand why you despise such shows so much. It's such an exhilarating, adrenaline pumping experience. If not that, come along to hang around with us friends", demanded he.
"I hang around with you folks all the time. Besides, I hate the irony of how you people dance along to the tunes of Honey Singh and call it a cultural night. "- I pressed my point.
"Oh come on, this one isn't going to be like that. The college people have really spent some money this time. You surely don't want to miss that, do you?"
I took a moment back for myself. "Finally a college fest worth the hullabaloo that surrounds it", I thought. Besides, I was leaving for home at 1 in the night for our mid semester break. "It wouldn't really hurt to go there, would it", I wondered.
"Only one doubt remains", I thought as I turned to Abhishek again, " Would there be old Bollywood?".
"Not if you don't lend me your hair gel", he chuckled as I finally tossed 'my precious' to him.



So there we were, on the big venue, trying to make our way into the crowd. There were some seats at the back but who actually cares to watch a concert sitting with nothing but other people's raised hands visible. At 7 did it start, with the DJ playing a mix of good and bad songs..typical cultural night material. All along, at every 10 minutes or so, some fair guy, someone who has specially shaved for the evening even though he never gets a hair on his face, would come on the stage with a girl, someone who has finally got that chance to drape a saree and speak the word 'mesmerizing' in each sentence she speaks in the evening. They would tell us how we are enjoying it so terribly good and how the night is still young. Finally, they would speak of the one thing that has brought me to that place and they would repeat it just so we know that the concert wouldn't totally suck. Ohh..how the USP has become the OSP (Only Selling Point) these days. 



At about 9, when my ears were finally tired of listening to the 'neembuda' song, awe and applause hit the crowd as Neeti Mohan finally arrived on the stage. She talked about how she was happy to be received by such a 'lively' crowd and later asked if we had any song requests? "Song request?", wondered a puzzled me. "Surely I have many song requests but isn't the song she sings a part of the script or something. Something that is predecided.", I thought. Before I could think something out of this, a lady teacher of our college who had recently joined became the lady of the moment as she wanted to express her choice of song. With a thumping heart I wished to hear some Bollywood classic title come out of her mouth. She held the microphone close to her and spoke " I would really like if Neeti could sing 'In aankhon ki masti ke' for us all. "Ahaaa" my heart went as I became an instant fan of Neeti as well as of the teacher who had uttered that title in a tone as mellifluous as any. And so began the song and so began the better part of the night. She sang with just the right tinge of sultryness you would expect from a song for such an audience. She sung it her way, not trying to replicate the original singer in anyway, neither the voice nor the rhythm. Yet, It was perfect, just perfect.


When the music ended, we felt slightly down as all that anticipation was finally over although we loved every part of it. Then suddenly, the same two anchors re-emerged on the scene and announced the final performance of the night. The live orchestra hit the band as Neeti's voice once again reverberated in the atmosphere as she went 'Tune Maari Entriyaan' one final time. The dance crew went absolutely electrifying on the stage and the crowd erupted. Abhishek pulled me into where they were dancing. It didn't really matter now if we could see those stars or not. We just went with the flow. We might not be anything at dancing but we are all wedding dancers and have attended many 'baraats'. Some of our screws fell and we went nuts dancing all the while even when the singing was over. At that moment, that 'mesmerising ' moment, we could have danced to the sound of a Royal Enfield. Thankfully, we had some music on. It was then I knew, why they went to such concerts.


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At last, we got back at about a quarter to 11. I had imagined I would be drained when I come back but I was so pumped I could do it all over again and then too catch my train.



This blog post is inspired by the blogging marathon hosted on IndiBlogger for the launch of the #Fantastico Zica from Tata Motors. You can apply for a test drive of the hatchback Zica today.
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